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i know its been long i never update .
Now , I'm updating.

Everyone is gone .
First meet , Second meet and gone after that .
Yes .I had broke up with mamat .
I cant stand him anymore .
i don't wish to elaborate more on that .

I got to know a guy name accy .
He was great .
My jet ,
My matrep ,
My gundu ,
My bestfriend ,
My lover .
But , he is attached .
This is the only place i can pen down my feelings bout him.
I love him .
I miss him .
We known each other less than a week .
At a point of time , i think you like me .
Another point of time , I don't think so.
I'm not sure bout that.
But , I'm sure , I miss you .
I don't want to hurt Her feelings ,
I control myself from loving you any further .

aref , its been long since i contacted you .
yes . I miss you too .
Last text i received from you is ystd.
I miss you alot too .
i miss the moments where we went out together .
You introduced me to your friend and say that I'm your babe,
whereas , I'm not yours yet.
Rmbr , you baked for me a heart shape cookie ?
You forgot to bring it and you asked your bro to send it .
That was sweet baby. i love the cookie .
But that was our last meet .
I was then attached with mamat .
And you decided not to contact me anymore.
But , after the break up , We're still friends right ?
best friends in fact(:

Now , my mission is to control my feeling towards jet ,
Not to disappoint aref.